I think it’s possible that the reason I stay up so late is that it’s the only time that I can usually be alone. It might come as a surprise to some of you, but I’m not a very social person. I prefer to be alone most of the time to do my own thing. I do like to talk to and be around friends and family, but I’m not the type who needs to talk to or see them every day. I probably won’t call or message you unless I have something important, interesting or relevant to say. I hate small talk. It serves little purpose (except to waste time no one has enough of anyway), but I see it as a necessary (evil) social convention. I don’t really believe in multitasking when I talk to someone. If we’re talking on the phone, texting or messaging, there’s a good chance that’s all I’m doing because I don’t think it’s fair not to give someone your undivided attention when you’re talking to them. I guess what I’m saying that if you don’t see or hear from me it’s not because I don’t care, but rather because I don’t have a whole lot to say or you post enough on Facebook that I don’t need to. If you call or message me, I’ll answer or respond if I can or it’s important, but most of the time I’ll get back to you when I have time for the proper response and or conversation you deserve. I know it seems like I’m being a jerk sometimes, but “I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way.” If you’re my friend… You get it (and maybe even appreciate it.) /rant
I love to argue with people. Even if I agree with them 100%. I have no idea why I always feel the need to do this. I love playing devil’s advocate and coming up with counter-arguments to everything. And I like to see how people defend their argument. I also love watching people get really emotional about it when I’m just sitting there like this is fun.
Basically all that is me.